A letter to mom

Ma there was so much to tell you.  Six years that we have spent far away frim each other.  So many many hours worth of stories.  No apps or calls or photos calm my heart.  I graduated.  There was a book they published with my name on it. Your short visit just passed by.  I didn't get to sit and just live with you.  Probably never will.  Just cant accept the separation is forever.  It cant be.  But we met after a year.  Maybe the distance is forever.
Maybe we live separate lives.  I never knew growing up is about growing away.
I love you mommy.