withering wings

tonight a wounded woman sighs, she has been silly not to have heeded the learned elders. to have defied her entity for a him probably not worth the effort. She had been silly to have "expected" "they" would be different from all others... thats one realisation you have after staring at an empty expectant door frame for an hour. To hope that "we" would make it good together was a mistake so now is the time to correct it. You were my final one, no more of the nonsense getting me any more tears there's too much in my head already.  Am no spider to try 17 times... I donot have it good with martians somehow.. Try me I am serious.. Dont you dare mention 'u' and 'me' in the same sentence ever

Cut out the teardrops

Tonight I wish nothing better than to scream out loud , to cry to my hearts desire, with no liabilities of answering to the whys... And yet a part of me is do its best to curb the cry to stream the tears... But the one move that might have saved the strain lies sound asleep, unperturbed by the storms beside... Still never would i wish of him to break into the solace and yet i need for him to restore mine... trying off to doze this one away .. lost the touch , been quite sometime since i had restless nights ... dweet dreams